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Tuesday, December 29, 2009

♥ The Haunting Past

3 Days Ago
I was playing phone.
Flinging it here and there.
then, i pressed the number 9.
So I wanted to delete it.
Then, I noticed that other numbers was there.
It was his.
I'm referring to my last time god bro.
Thought it was too much of a coicidence.
Texted him just to say hi.
I was hoping that he changed and wasn't so..
Much of a jerk[PERSONAL OPINION]
& he wasn't.
I was kinda happy that he wasn't angry with me.
Of course, it was blend convo.
& it stopped very soon.

2 Days Ago
got a txt from him saying I was talking to his cousin the day before.
i thought it was too much of a coicidence.
TOO MUCH.
The other time i texted him, he said the same thing.
Here's a few things he said to me:

Apparently,by txting him, he's ruining my relationship
[PO] Don't flatter yourself, you can't.

HE knows my true colours,don't trust me & i gott be kidding to txt to say hi.
[PO]haha.My true colours? Righhhtt.He knows nothing.

Gentle reminder,with a behaviour like mine,i won't survive this kind of life.
[PO]Look into the mirror and say it.

I make stories & rumours to change his friends' perception of him.
[PO]WHHHUUUT?!?!What did I do? What with the sudden accusation?

Many people are poisoned by what I say.As bad as he is, he doesn't tell his friends about me.
[PO] I didn't know I'm not allowed to hare my thoughts.

I told him he can put the blame on me.Whatever makes him happy.
Apparently he just wants me to realise my mistakes.
[PO] Yarh right,& you don't tell me what I've said. BS is al you give me.TYVM.

I told him to tell who did I affect so I can say that I've made a HUGE mistake.
& hopefully they'd give him a chance since it wasn't his fault they dislike him.
[His Opinion]it's too late
I don't beieve that it's ever too late.

TODAY
I'm damn tired.
Yesterday was the worst day in months.
I felt so down.
No, I don't have any feelings for him still.
Even if I do,it's pity & concern.
I've always hoped he can be who he was.
Or who I thought he was.
He was one someone who would help me.
He was like the brother I've lost.
But that's just how he was.

I regret txting him.
Let's say goodbye.
& this time,FOREVER.

♥ THE Singapore Idol

Today, i woke up from a good sleep.
Watched Prince of Tennis.
Stopped watching it to watch Step Up.
After which, I watched Singapore Idols.

While watching it,I kept an open mind
Though at the start of the idol season,
I noticed Sezairi and kinda supported him.
However, somewhere along the way,
I thought he wasnt performing well.

So, while watching today's show,
First Round: Sylvia
Second Round: Sezairi
Third Round: SEZAIRI

Totally loved Sezairi's rendition of Touched By An Angel.
I'm shocked that Ken Lim can write such a wonderful song.
Such an emotional piece of music.

People, he won not because..
well, he's a HE.
But because he deserves it.
He faced many challenges such as threats from a certain lady's fan.
but he stayed a calm demeanour & proved to them,
He deserves to be in the finals.
& apparently, he deserves to be the Idol too.

Not that Sylvia does not deserve to e the Idol though.
She was great.
Like she said, "I already feel like a winner."
A very versatile singer.
Someone who also faced the a few same challenges Airi did.
She didn't become the Idol because she's a SHE.
But because she didn't get enough votes.

So, if Singaporeans aren't satisfied with the results.
They have themseles to blame as they didn't vote enough.
Or maybe, they didn't vote at all.
But then again, why shouldn't you be satisfied?
Sezairi's GREAT!Today, i woke up from a good sleep.
Watched Prince of Tennis.
Stopped watching it to watch Step Up.
After which, I watched Singapore Idols.

While watching it,I kept an open mind
Though at the start of the idol season,
I noticed Sezairi and kinda supported him.
However, somewhere along the way,
I thought he wasnt performing well.

So, while watching today's show,
First Round: Sylvia
Second Round: Sezairi
Third Round: SEZAIRI
[Just a PERSONAL opinion.]

Totally loved Sezairi's rendition of Touched By An Angel.
I'm shocked that Ken Lim can write such a wonderful song.
Such an emotional piece of music.

People, he won not because..
well, he's a HE.
But because he deserves it.
He faced many challenges such as threats from a certain lady's fan.
but he stayed a calm demeanour & proved to them,
He deserves to be in the finals.
& apparently, he deserves to be the Idol too.

Not that Sylvia does not deserve to e the Idol though.
She was great.
Like she said, "I already feel like a winner."
A very versatile singer.
Someone who also faced the a few same challenges Airi did.
She didn't become the Idol because she's a SHE.
But because she didn't get enough votes.

So, if Singaporeans aren't satisfied with the results.
They have themseles to blame as they didn't vote enough.
Or maybe, they didn't vote at all.
But then again, why shouldn't you be satisfied?
Sezairi's GREAT!

Aniways, keep racist comments to yourself please.
Even if you think about it, Singapore have more Chinese right?
If Sezairi managed to win, it's most probably cuz of them.

Respect Sylvia & have faith in her ability.
If you think Sezairi doesn't deserve it,we'll see.
He won't survive in the industry for long even with the title
UNLESS,he have the ability.

Sunday, December 27, 2009

♥ just the five of us.

the bracelets probably gone missing huh?

Saturday, December 26, 2009

♥ Total waste of time

Basically that's what today is all about.
A waste of time.
It was already so hard to sleep.
When I actually came to school, we were not allowed to enter.
great huh?
& suddenly we just had to go Yew Tee.
Why you wonder?
Because one of our leaders live in a condo there.

When we reach there, we went through some things.
Campfire stuff,camp stuff.
Before we know it, it's over.
Headed to KFC to eat.

Slacked around the mall.
Boring place, honestly speaking.
Tried to contact Shalin but she can't come out
So in the end, we called dhiyyah.
She had to bath first.lol.

While waiting, we actually were in Watson's for...
Like an hour?
YAdayada..
Talked talked talked
went home.

Then, I had to fetch lil bro from mum's friend house.
Had to travel in the rain again.
Lucky for me, it was not far.
blahblahblah.

Nothing much happened today.

♥ At last:D

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